My World Vs. Real Scary World

As long as I keep my dream alive, I will never ever be a loser and the real scary world cannot scare me!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

If it was the end of the world

It was two days ago, I had a very high temperature and i thought it was the was the last night of me... I had rethink and rethink, the first thing i was worry was that i am going to take day off at work again, and i was afraid they're going to fire me then i will lose my job...but after i rethink again, if it was my real last day of my last day of my life, why should i care about it...why should i care about financial, why should i care too much...whatever!!!

If it was the last day for me:

1.I would be so regret to take the job that i don't like...

2.I would be so regret to be away from my family, and didn't care much about my family. and I didn't tell my parents and my family that how important they are to me.

3.I would be happy what i have decided for any love issues.

4.I would be happy to know all good people, and they become my good friend.

5.I would be a bit regret that i hadn't told all my good friends how much i love them.

PS: i hate being sick piggy...i should be stronger!!! my damn health....

Friday, November 06, 2009

Disappointed November


Dear diary!!! Am I just so complicated girl as always??? Can u give me a break???

I am having another symptom is disappointing!!! I am kinda sad without any specific reasons, and maybe because am I getting old? Hm… sorry to write another unhappy mood post again… but I have nothing besides this blog to write down all my daily struggling life…

I might think too much without any goal or purpose in life or I might just demand too much things from everyone…or I might just …

Honestly, I am disappointed with some friends…only if I have never …I would not…
I have promised myself that… no one gonna take away my dream and smile !!! But things have happened and already took my crazy smile away from me!!! I seriously need it back.

Time to time, my parents are convinced by their relatives to Ream Cham Tuk Dak Koun Chov (…no English version here) hmm… it becomes my big concern now!!!

Oh gosh!!! How am I gonna fight with my parents and all these things???

Hmmmm… am I demanding too much???????

My damn English doesn’t improve anything at all….sigh!!!

PS: some of them really think of me???

Thursday, October 29, 2009

down down down...!!!

Yab nas!!!! Kom Sot Dul kor!!! [damn sad]

I fight with everyone at home.... why is it happening all the time!!! or am i too stubborn??? Gez...tell me what should i do next!!! T-T



Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Khmer Rock and Roll 1960s Party


SlikPhotography-5735, originally uploaded by Kuji Xaya.

Will be more later ^^

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

“GOLDEN REAWAKENING”

“Golden Reawakening” Rock & Roll Closing Party
On Saturday, October 24th, 2009 at the Chinese House

The team of Kon Khmer Koun Khmer (Cambodian Films, Cambodian Generation) is pleased to invite you to our ‘’Golden Reawakening’’ Rock & Roll Closing Party. This event will be held on Saturday, October 24th, at the Chinese House located at 45 Sisovath Quay.

Many special guests from the 60’s and 70’s will be attending this unique celebration. After the commentary by our guest speakers, the party will begin with a 60’s and 70’s fashion show. This night will build a bridge between the old and new generations with the fabulous Cambodian songs of the 60’s and 70’s, brought back to life by a Cambodian live band and a DJ set. Everyone is asked to wear the original clothing from that period.

Program of the night :

- 7:00 pm : Remarks by our special guests : Surviving filmmakers Yvon Hem, Ly Bun Yim and Ly You Sreang, Chum Noy from Bophana Center.

- 8:00 pm : 60’s and 70’s Fashion Show designed by Tith Kanitha, coaching by Ms. Dy Saveth

- 9:00 pm : 60’s and 70’s Cambodian Rock & Roll Party with Cambodian live band

- 11:00 pm : 60’s and 70’s Cambodian Rock & Roll DJ Set

Kon Khmer Koun Khmer recently produced “The Twin Diamonds”, a film that was screened at Lux cinema earlier this month. This project was led by Davy Chou, a young French filmmaker whose grandfather, Van Chann, was one of the greatest film producers in Cambodia in the 1960’s.

Entrance is $1. From 6:30 pm until late night.

Schedule of the hold Exhibition:

Another great and very exciting event of the year has arrived! Many Cambodians grasp that opportunity! The exhibition of the golden area of Cambodia’s film industry during the 1960s and 1970s has started since 17th October at 6pm at Chinese House, located along the riverside.

Unique and Fresh.

The owner of the Chinese house, Brad Godden and Davy Chou, a young film-maker whose grand-father was Mr. Vann Chan, one of the most famous film-makers in Cambodia and his production group, colloborated and worked together to bring this idea up: bring back the memories of the great past.

Cambodia shouldn’t be remembered just for the darkest period (Khmer Rouge regime). We had a very rich culture just before that Ultra-maoist period. We had about 33 movie theatres and during all those years, 350 films were produced. Most of the movies were adapted into Khmerization, with its internationally and locally famous genres.

Eleven old films will be screened during the exhibition which in total lasts 9 days, from 17th to 25th November. Morever, paintings, photos and architecture model of old movie theatres, actors and actresses will be displayed at the exhibition.

Event: Golden Awakening: Bringing the Age of Cambodian Film Back to Life

Where: Chinese House

When: 17th to 25th October

Read more from its blog.

Walking Forward


Kitty :), originally uploaded by Kuji Xaya.

Everyone has their own problem, so do i!!! though i have tried to think and find answer for all questions i used to have, and have now, it doesn't work out much...so??? eat all up, and have fun with them :) i am a cool Rath as always ahaha i am being too proud of myself again ^-^

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Hold Up My Heart -Brooke White

Please, Hold up my Heart
Give me a reason for this empty silence

You're here but you seem so far
Why did you run away from me?
Is it because I'm not as pretty as I used to be?
Oh, like a picture on the wall,
Shoulda known that I was bound to fall,

So Please, Hold up my Heart
Give me a reason for this empty silence
Please, hold up my heart
Darlin', I am changing, but everybody's changing too.

When I am weak try to always find the best of you and me
But I will always be the one who understands you
Like a picture on the wall
Shoulda known that I was bound to fall

So please, hold up my heart
Give me a reason for this empty silence
Please, hold up my heart
Darlin' I am changing, but everybody's changing too.

We share hope, we share life
We share kisses by the fire
and I will always be the one who understands you

So Please, hold up my heart
Give me a reason for this empty silence
Please, hold up my heart
Give me a reason for this empty silence
Please, hold up my heart
Darlin' I am changing, but everybody's changing too.

{Ba, Ba da da da, Ba da da da da da da }

Darlin, I am changing, but everybody's Changing too.




[the original track is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dlZNr10yJAA&feature=fvw]

Friday, October 16, 2009

I'm taking serious form now on ( I gues) ^^

It's time for Scholarship Hunting!!!

Photo: was in March 2008, before the International Client Counseling competition in India :D

Haha...just want to show off my commitment :P